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[dramatic music]

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*

2
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- I'm tapping out.

3
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It's time to go home
to my family.

4
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- Mwah.
I'm so excited for this.

5
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- The lake's come up
about 6 feet

6
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in the last couple of hours.

7
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I've got hypothermia.

8
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I can't move my hands.

9
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Oh, I can't deal with this.

10
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- I'm a maker.
Making is my knack.

11
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The inner walls are done.

12
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It is looking good.

13
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- So I have three spider bites.

14
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Now I can feel it moving
to my glands,

15
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which is not a good sign.

16
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This is probably my last night.

17
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- This is the hardest terrain.

18
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- Patagonia is a different
environment entirely.

19
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- Everything out here
is so hard.

20
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- Patagonia's no joke.

21
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- Are you willing to give up--

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- Oh!
- Who you are...

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for what you will become?

24
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- It's Patagonia,
for God's sake.

25
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- Patagonia!

26
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- It's tougher
than I ever imagined.

27
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- Just missing home right now.

28
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- You get a feeling
of helplessness,

29
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like, "Why am I doing this?"

30
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- Oh, my God!

31
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- The last person left
wins $500,000

32
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and is a badass.

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- Bam!
- Ugh.

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[animal growling]

35
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- What is that?

36
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- It's just how far
you can push yourself

37
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and what you're able to do.
- Yeah!

38
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- You don't have anyone
to lean on.

39
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- Oh, my God, I got a fish!

40
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- Go to bed hungry.
Wake up hungry.

41
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- Can't believe I did that.
- Ready, guy?

42
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- It's gonna come down
to mental endurance

43
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and food deprivation.

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- [cries]

45
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- Person'll be dead
in a week at this rate.

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[animal growling]

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*

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- Whoa.

49
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That's a big cat.

50
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*

51
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Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.

52
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[rain falling]

53
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- I'm freezing.

54
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I can't stop shaking.

55
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Everything's been soaking wet
all night.

56
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The rain is still going,
but I got to get up,

57
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try to keep the fire going,
see if I can get dry.

58
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*

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I can't move my hands.

60
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It's hard to stay warm,
even by the fire.

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Rain keeps putting the fire out.

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*

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Oh, I'm just freezing.

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I just hope that sun comes out
to warm things up.

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*

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And dry my sleeping bag
and stuff.

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So I'm just shivering.

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All night I shivered.

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*

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I just can't seem
to warm up here.

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I've got hypothermia,

72
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so what do you do?

73
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My clothes are wet,
and I can't stay dry

74
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because of the rain.

75
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*

76
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I can't even hardly
move my hands.

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It's like a cold rain.

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It's just really tough.

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*

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Every time I stand up,

81
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it's like I'm gonna pass out.

82
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*

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I'm getting weak.

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Very weak physically.

85
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*

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My feet are frozen,

87
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and I'm almost hallucinating.

88
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*

89
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That's scary.

90
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*

91
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Uh...

92
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I'm done.

93
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I can't take any more.

94
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I'm 53.

95
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I got no energy left
to finish this quest.

96
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I physically
can't take it anymore.

97
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[phone beeping]

98
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*

99
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I've been pretty hypothermic
all day.

100
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I'm soaked.
All my clothes are wet.

101
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I'm officially tapped out.

102
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I just can't do it anymore.

103
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I need to be rescued now.

104
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*

105
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Just about two months,
51 days I lasted out here,

106
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living off the land.

107
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And that's all I could do.

108
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*

109
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I'm sorry, Jeanette.

110
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I feel awful.

111
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All I wanted was
to build you a house.

112
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*

113
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This was my retirement.

114
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Now all I've got to
look forward to is going back

115
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and doing drywall again.

116
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That's my future now.

117
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*

118
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I have a great sense of relief,
in a way,

119
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but great disappointment.

120
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It's making me cry right now,

121
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but I just physically
couldn't do it.

122
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*

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There's my ride.

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*

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- Hypothermia's set in.

126
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No fish for a week.

127
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Just every time I get up,
it's like I'm gonna faint.

128
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I just got no energy.
Just done.

129
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*

130
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Once you have hypothermia
to the point

131
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where your choices
and decisions are becoming bad,

132
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you're in danger.

133
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I think all week I had been
making bad decisions

134
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because of my state of mind.

135
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Moving in the rain
was a bad choice,

136
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and that's what did me in.

137
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That's why I made the call,

138
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because I knew if I didn't,

139
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my mind would trick me
into staying.

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*

141
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And I probably
wouldn't be here today

142
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if I had tried
to go another night

143
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in the conditions.

144
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*

145
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I can't even explain
the devastation.

146
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*

147
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That was my retirement.

148
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That was a house
for my daughter.

149
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I don't even know how
to go about telling her.

150
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*

151
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It's a big disappointment,

152
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but somehow a person
has to carry on.

153
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*

154
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That's part of being
a survivalist.

155
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*

156
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- I'm worried about
the spider bites on my bum-bum

157
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that are infected.

158
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So I went around
and said all my good-byes

159
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and my gratitudes to everything,

160
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because I was in...

161
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a lot of pain.

162
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I had an infection in my glands,

163
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and I accepted that.

164
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I'm struggling,

165
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but I am so not ready
to go home,

166
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it is crazy.

167
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My journey is not over here

168
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on so many levels,

169
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and it's not time for me to go.

170
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*

171
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There is so much more work
for me to do.

172
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*

173
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I'm making more usnea
poultice...

174
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*

175
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To put on my wound.

176
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*

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[in British accent]
Just a flesh wound.

178
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*

179
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If I was here just
on a spiritual journey,

180
00:08:01,041 --> 00:08:02,776
yeah, I probably would
get to a certain point

181
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and be like, "I'm done,"

182
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but I do care about
owning land,

183
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and that motivation is huge.

184
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So I'm upping my herbal game.

185
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I'm making the strongest
frickin' pot of usnea tea

186
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and see if it helps
my internal infection.

187
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Sleep on it, see how
everything's doing

188
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in the morning.

189
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*

190
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We're going big or going home.

191
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*

192
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- I got my new shelter up.

193
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So warm, so dry.

194
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*

195
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My little shelf
I made last night.

196
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All nice and neat.

197
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Chopsticks are
poked in there nicely

198
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so they don't fall out anymore.

199
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I got my blower
and my spatula on the back

200
00:09:02,201 --> 00:09:04,904
and my sponge
for wiping things down.

201
00:09:04,937 --> 00:09:07,605
Smoking sticks are looking
awful sparse.

202
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Got fresh fish heads

203
00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,209
and half a fish.

204
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Not a lot.

205
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*

206
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I really need more than just
the protein in fish soup.

207
00:09:19,851 --> 00:09:20,819
*

208
00:09:20,852 --> 00:09:22,754
Today I saw a little bird

209
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on the game cam.

210
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*

211
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So one of my goals
is to catch him

212
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and have him for dinner.

213
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*

214
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I haven't had anything
but fish.

215
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A little bird would be
quite the boon.

216
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I don't even know if there's
as much on one of those guys

217
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as there is a fish,

218
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but I intend to get him

219
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before I leave,

220
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even if it's the biggest
land game I ever get

221
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the whole time I'm here.

222
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*

223
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[distant clattering]

224
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*

225
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[whispering]
Lost him.

226
00:09:58,790 --> 00:10:01,659
Having quite the battle of wits,
me and this bird.

227
00:10:01,692 --> 00:10:04,227
*

228
00:10:04,261 --> 00:10:06,263
He's the ultimate target.

229
00:10:06,296 --> 00:10:08,098
He's the Road Runner.

230
00:10:08,131 --> 00:10:09,900
So got a new plan.

231
00:10:09,933 --> 00:10:12,202
Gonna build a bird trap.

232
00:10:12,235 --> 00:10:14,571
I need to build a pyramid.

233
00:10:14,604 --> 00:10:16,940
And then I got two base sticks,

234
00:10:16,974 --> 00:10:18,641
and they have strings on 'em

235
00:10:18,675 --> 00:10:20,778
so when you slide in
the other ones, it stacks up,

236
00:10:20,811 --> 00:10:23,080
and the two strings
hold the whole thing down

237
00:10:23,113 --> 00:10:25,548
nice and tight.

238
00:10:25,582 --> 00:10:27,617
See? But you got to
keep it tight.

239
00:10:27,650 --> 00:10:31,488
Now that is one
beautiful bird trap.

240
00:10:31,521 --> 00:10:33,757
*

241
00:10:33,791 --> 00:10:35,993
This is exciting.

242
00:10:36,026 --> 00:10:37,861
I wish I had made
a baited trap like this

243
00:10:37,895 --> 00:10:39,329
from the beginning.

244
00:10:42,099 --> 00:10:44,534
So I got a little piece of gut
hanging in there

245
00:10:44,567 --> 00:10:46,003
on a string,

246
00:10:46,036 --> 00:10:47,805
so the mice can't reach it.

247
00:10:47,838 --> 00:10:49,672
I've never seen a bird
go into one of these

248
00:10:49,706 --> 00:10:51,775
and not touch the strings
that make the thing drop.

249
00:10:51,809 --> 00:10:53,176
It's so sensitive.

250
00:10:53,210 --> 00:10:54,511
*

251
00:10:54,544 --> 00:10:55,879
Traps are set.

252
00:10:55,913 --> 00:10:58,215
Little bird will be mine.

253
00:10:58,248 --> 00:10:59,382
*

254
00:10:59,416 --> 00:11:00,382
I'll walk away...

255
00:11:00,416 --> 00:11:01,650
*

256
00:11:01,683 --> 00:11:03,552
And hopefully
I'll catch a bird.

257
00:11:03,585 --> 00:11:06,088
*

258
00:11:06,122 --> 00:11:08,690
I always feel hopeful
on days that I set a trap.

259
00:11:10,059 --> 00:11:11,460
You know?

260
00:11:13,930 --> 00:11:15,164
That little booger.

261
00:11:15,197 --> 00:11:18,200
*

262
00:11:18,234 --> 00:11:19,969
[whispering]
There he is, right there.

263
00:11:20,002 --> 00:11:22,671
*

264
00:11:22,704 --> 00:11:23,672
There he goes!

265
00:11:23,705 --> 00:11:25,942
*

266
00:11:29,378 --> 00:11:32,314
[dramatic music]

267
00:11:32,348 --> 00:11:39,288
*

268
00:11:44,894 --> 00:11:46,595
- That little booger.

269
00:11:46,628 --> 00:11:53,602
*

270
00:11:53,635 --> 00:11:56,005
[whispering]
There he is, right there.

271
00:11:56,038 --> 00:11:57,338
There he goes!

272
00:11:57,372 --> 00:11:59,875
He's in the trap.

273
00:11:59,908 --> 00:12:01,877
He just ate the grub.

274
00:12:01,910 --> 00:12:04,145
And out of the trap.

275
00:12:04,179 --> 00:12:05,881
Can't believe this.

276
00:12:05,914 --> 00:12:07,849
Bird has outsmarted me thus far.

277
00:12:09,350 --> 00:12:11,652
That's a pretty clever
little bird...

278
00:12:11,686 --> 00:12:13,421
but I'll figure it out.

279
00:12:13,454 --> 00:12:14,856
Bird's on the menu
one of these days,

280
00:12:14,890 --> 00:12:16,591
I'm telling you.

281
00:12:16,624 --> 00:12:23,564
*

282
00:12:35,343 --> 00:12:38,346
- * Happy birthday to me

283
00:12:39,480 --> 00:12:42,283
* Happy birthday to me

284
00:12:42,317 --> 00:12:45,253
* Happy birthday to me

285
00:12:51,159 --> 00:12:53,027
[exhales slowly]

286
00:12:54,895 --> 00:12:56,196
*

287
00:12:56,230 --> 00:13:01,068
I think my birth--
birthday gift to myself is,

288
00:13:01,101 --> 00:13:04,071
I'm gonna go for a wander
this morning

289
00:13:04,104 --> 00:13:06,673
and try to find
something to eat.

290
00:13:06,706 --> 00:13:10,044
*

291
00:13:10,077 --> 00:13:13,413
My awareness of edible plants
started at a young age

292
00:13:13,447 --> 00:13:15,015
and has evolved.

293
00:13:15,049 --> 00:13:18,885
You know, I like to be able
to provide for my own needs.

294
00:13:18,919 --> 00:13:21,788
Dandelions,
just what the doctor ordered.

295
00:13:21,821 --> 00:13:23,958
*

296
00:13:23,991 --> 00:13:27,661
And even in
a unfamiliar country

297
00:13:27,694 --> 00:13:30,464
like down here
in South America,

298
00:13:30,497 --> 00:13:32,899
I'm finding plants
that I know

299
00:13:32,933 --> 00:13:34,734
from back at home.

300
00:13:34,768 --> 00:13:36,336
I found nettles.

301
00:13:36,370 --> 00:13:38,038
*

302
00:13:38,072 --> 00:13:39,606
This is awesome.

303
00:13:39,639 --> 00:13:41,341
Here's a nice one.

304
00:13:41,375 --> 00:13:43,177
New growth.

305
00:13:43,210 --> 00:13:47,547
Take it back home and have
a feast of nettles tonight.

306
00:13:47,581 --> 00:13:49,983
*

307
00:13:50,016 --> 00:13:52,551
It's a lot of greens,
but I'm gonna cook 'em all up.

308
00:13:52,585 --> 00:13:54,887
Nettles, in you go.

309
00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:57,390
I simply make green soup.

310
00:13:57,423 --> 00:13:58,391
*

311
00:13:58,424 --> 00:14:00,293
It's gonna be a feast.

312
00:14:00,326 --> 00:14:03,662
*

313
00:14:03,696 --> 00:14:07,866
To me, the difference
between living and survival

314
00:14:07,900 --> 00:14:10,603
is an attitude.

315
00:14:10,636 --> 00:14:13,606
Living is about
enjoying the moment.

316
00:14:13,639 --> 00:14:18,811
Surviving is about getting
through that moment.

317
00:14:18,844 --> 00:14:20,779
*

318
00:14:20,813 --> 00:14:24,750
I want to just continue living
day by day.

319
00:14:24,783 --> 00:14:25,784
*

320
00:14:25,818 --> 00:14:29,788
To many more great days
in Patagonia.

321
00:14:30,856 --> 00:14:37,796
*

322
00:14:54,212 --> 00:14:56,214
- I've been waking up
in the night.

323
00:14:56,248 --> 00:14:59,351
There's definitely something
going around my shelter.

324
00:14:59,384 --> 00:15:01,386
I went and checked
my trail cam.

325
00:15:01,419 --> 00:15:02,387
*

326
00:15:02,420 --> 00:15:04,189
It was a fox.

327
00:15:04,222 --> 00:15:06,424
Just don't want him
to try to bite me.

328
00:15:06,458 --> 00:15:09,294
Rabies is definitely something
I do not want to get.

329
00:15:09,327 --> 00:15:12,297
Soon as the symptoms
start to show, it's too late,

330
00:15:12,330 --> 00:15:16,268
and the max amount of sleep
I've had out here

331
00:15:16,301 --> 00:15:19,171
is maybe--
I don't know,

332
00:15:19,204 --> 00:15:22,440
I'd say around four hours max,
maybe, at a time?

333
00:15:22,474 --> 00:15:24,842
And it's because of the fox.

334
00:15:24,876 --> 00:15:27,779
I really would like
to just sleep.

335
00:15:27,812 --> 00:15:29,547
*

336
00:15:29,581 --> 00:15:31,949
I am concerned about
the next couple weeks,

337
00:15:31,983 --> 00:15:34,419
because all the foliage
is dying

338
00:15:34,452 --> 00:15:36,088
with all the frost.

339
00:15:36,121 --> 00:15:38,956
*

340
00:15:38,990 --> 00:15:40,692
See if I can salvage
any of this one.

341
00:15:40,725 --> 00:15:42,893
*

342
00:15:42,926 --> 00:15:45,028
Yeah, the cold weather's
definitely taking a hit

343
00:15:45,062 --> 00:15:46,730
on my forage materials.

344
00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:51,268
*

345
00:15:51,302 --> 00:15:53,837
It might be my biggest
bang for my buck right now,

346
00:15:53,870 --> 00:15:55,772
killing the fox.

347
00:15:55,806 --> 00:15:58,942
*

348
00:15:58,975 --> 00:16:00,344
I've never killed a fox before.

349
00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:01,912
I've never...

350
00:16:01,945 --> 00:16:04,248
*

351
00:16:04,281 --> 00:16:05,249
Really wanted to,

352
00:16:05,282 --> 00:16:08,185
but it does have
a lot of meat on it.

353
00:16:08,219 --> 00:16:10,854
I would prefer
not to wreck the pelt,

354
00:16:10,887 --> 00:16:14,191
so I'm gonna try to do
a hanging trigger trap,

355
00:16:14,225 --> 00:16:16,893
and foxes are
really sensitive to smell.

356
00:16:16,927 --> 00:16:18,129
They can smell a lot of things,

357
00:16:18,162 --> 00:16:20,597
and they'll also pick up
human scent,

358
00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:22,099
so I'm gonna try to be
really careful

359
00:16:22,133 --> 00:16:24,535
with the scent
I get on the cord.

360
00:16:24,568 --> 00:16:27,538
I've brought gloves,
and at least I'll get some meat,

361
00:16:27,571 --> 00:16:30,407
and I can use part of the pelt.

362
00:16:30,441 --> 00:16:33,377
So I'm gonna tie this down
to a peg,

363
00:16:33,410 --> 00:16:36,680
and I'm gonna try
to funnel the fox

364
00:16:36,713 --> 00:16:38,281
into this area.

365
00:16:38,314 --> 00:16:41,517
I'm gonna be making the noose
out of paracord,

366
00:16:41,551 --> 00:16:43,853
'cause on my trail cam,

367
00:16:43,886 --> 00:16:46,322
it looked like the animal,
that fox,

368
00:16:46,356 --> 00:16:48,224
was about 40 pounds.

369
00:16:48,258 --> 00:16:49,892
*

370
00:16:49,925 --> 00:16:51,594
I guess if it's gonna
get really aggressive

371
00:16:51,627 --> 00:16:52,695
and come into my shelter,

372
00:16:52,728 --> 00:16:55,265
then it's gonna be me or it,

373
00:16:55,298 --> 00:16:57,167
'cause I definitely
don't want to get bit,

374
00:16:57,200 --> 00:16:59,835
and this thing
sounds like it's hungry.

375
00:16:59,869 --> 00:17:02,104
It's definitely digging

376
00:17:02,138 --> 00:17:03,573
and scavenging around.

377
00:17:03,606 --> 00:17:05,775
*

378
00:17:05,808 --> 00:17:07,577
I fenced in this whole area,

379
00:17:07,610 --> 00:17:09,879
so the animal is encouraged

380
00:17:09,912 --> 00:17:13,048
to funnel over to the side.

381
00:17:13,082 --> 00:17:17,052
Then there is a noose
tied to the sapling...

382
00:17:17,086 --> 00:17:18,154
*

383
00:17:18,188 --> 00:17:20,756
Which comes on down.
It's propped up.

384
00:17:20,790 --> 00:17:24,394
It's about the right size
for a fox head

385
00:17:24,427 --> 00:17:26,061
at about the right height,

386
00:17:26,095 --> 00:17:27,230
and there's a trigger line

387
00:17:27,263 --> 00:17:29,532
running back from the sapling

388
00:17:29,565 --> 00:17:32,001
over to the taut peg

389
00:17:32,034 --> 00:17:33,703
with some bait.

390
00:17:33,736 --> 00:17:36,871
So that is my trigger noose
system for the fox,

391
00:17:36,905 --> 00:17:39,408
and if this one doesn't work,
I can do one with spears.

392
00:17:39,441 --> 00:17:40,809
I just don't want
to wreck the pelt.

393
00:17:40,842 --> 00:17:42,143
If I can get it this way,

394
00:17:42,177 --> 00:17:45,414
then I can have
a full, intact pelt to use.

395
00:17:45,447 --> 00:17:47,416
I'm just gonna set
some more traps,

396
00:17:47,449 --> 00:17:49,818
and we'll see
if this actually works.

397
00:17:49,851 --> 00:17:55,790
*

398
00:17:57,759 --> 00:18:00,995
I think that fox was
behind my shelter last night.

399
00:18:01,029 --> 00:18:02,163
That'd be my luck.

400
00:18:02,197 --> 00:18:03,898
He'd come over
and sit beside me

401
00:18:03,932 --> 00:18:06,668
and then frickin' bite me
in the face.

402
00:18:06,701 --> 00:18:08,470
Full-on rabies in three days,

403
00:18:08,503 --> 00:18:10,605
right to the brain.

404
00:18:10,639 --> 00:18:12,341
Insane in the membrane.

405
00:18:12,374 --> 00:18:19,314
*

406
00:18:22,951 --> 00:18:25,720
I just have dead hooks
in the water.

407
00:18:25,754 --> 00:18:27,088
I have no bait,

408
00:18:27,121 --> 00:18:28,590
but at least I get the sunrise.

409
00:18:28,623 --> 00:18:31,259
*

410
00:18:31,292 --> 00:18:32,660
I'm gonna do some foraging,

411
00:18:32,693 --> 00:18:35,028
see if I can find any bait,

412
00:18:35,062 --> 00:18:36,464
food to eat.

413
00:18:36,497 --> 00:18:38,899
*

414
00:18:38,932 --> 00:18:41,569
That's a fox poo right there.

415
00:18:41,602 --> 00:18:43,871
This is his territory, I know.

416
00:18:43,904 --> 00:18:45,839
And he's wondering
what I'm doing here.

417
00:18:45,873 --> 00:18:48,041
He gives zero effs.

418
00:18:48,075 --> 00:18:55,015
*

419
00:18:56,584 --> 00:18:59,753
Surprised the fox
hasn't come up here.

420
00:18:59,787 --> 00:19:03,223
Wonder where that little--
his burrow is.

421
00:19:03,257 --> 00:19:10,197
*

422
00:19:11,332 --> 00:19:12,933
Oh, no.

423
00:19:12,966 --> 00:19:18,439
*

424
00:19:18,472 --> 00:19:20,073
It's chewed on a bit.

425
00:19:20,107 --> 00:19:21,375
So at least I know this height

426
00:19:21,409 --> 00:19:24,011
is a good distance
to have them.

427
00:19:24,044 --> 00:19:25,513
That was completely chewed off.

428
00:19:25,546 --> 00:19:27,780
It was wrapped around
some animal.

429
00:19:27,814 --> 00:19:33,620
*

430
00:19:33,653 --> 00:19:36,055
[animal barks]

431
00:19:36,088 --> 00:19:38,391
That is the fox.

432
00:19:38,425 --> 00:19:39,592
Oh, my gosh.

433
00:19:39,626 --> 00:19:40,960
*

434
00:19:44,397 --> 00:19:47,367
[dramatic music]

435
00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:54,341
*

436
00:20:04,250 --> 00:20:06,453
- That is the fox.

437
00:20:06,486 --> 00:20:07,954
Oh, my gosh.

438
00:20:07,987 --> 00:20:12,525
*

439
00:20:12,559 --> 00:20:13,860
I don't see him.

440
00:20:13,893 --> 00:20:16,829
*

441
00:20:16,863 --> 00:20:20,199
Well, that's what's been
waking me up.

442
00:20:20,232 --> 00:20:22,201
Man.

443
00:20:22,234 --> 00:20:24,370
He's active during the day, too,
it looks like.

444
00:20:24,403 --> 00:20:28,874
*

445
00:20:28,907 --> 00:20:30,141
You would think
after it saw me

446
00:20:30,175 --> 00:20:33,645
that it would be a--
a bit more hesitant,

447
00:20:33,679 --> 00:20:35,814
knowing that
there's a human here.

448
00:20:35,847 --> 00:20:37,115
I don't think
it gives a [bleep].

449
00:20:37,148 --> 00:20:38,484
It wants food.

450
00:20:38,517 --> 00:20:40,986
*

451
00:20:41,019 --> 00:20:44,623
And if it's having as hard
of a time as me getting food,

452
00:20:44,656 --> 00:20:47,993
and it has no fishing line
and hooks...

453
00:20:48,026 --> 00:20:49,561
he's probably hungrier than me.

454
00:20:49,595 --> 00:20:54,265
*

455
00:20:54,299 --> 00:20:56,868
It'd be a battle
of the hungry beasts,

456
00:20:56,902 --> 00:20:59,304
me and the fox,
if it got into the shelter.

457
00:20:59,337 --> 00:21:01,139
*

458
00:21:01,172 --> 00:21:03,008
That's for sure.

459
00:21:03,041 --> 00:21:09,981
*

460
00:21:13,885 --> 00:21:16,121
[leaves rustling]

461
00:21:16,154 --> 00:21:18,757
The fox is running around
outside.

462
00:21:18,790 --> 00:21:20,157
[leaves rustling]

463
00:21:20,190 --> 00:21:23,227
He's scratching behind
all my tinder.

464
00:21:23,260 --> 00:21:26,697
Definitely trying to get in.

465
00:21:26,731 --> 00:21:28,733
Uh, I guess that thing's
not afraid of me.

466
00:21:28,766 --> 00:21:31,068
I guess it's still just hungry.

467
00:21:31,101 --> 00:21:33,070
I don't want to open the door
and get bit.

468
00:21:33,103 --> 00:21:35,305
I'm not a big fan of rabies.

469
00:21:35,339 --> 00:21:40,044
*

470
00:21:40,077 --> 00:21:43,047
[banging]

471
00:21:43,080 --> 00:21:47,885
*

472
00:21:47,918 --> 00:21:49,053
I don't know.
I might have to stay up

473
00:21:49,086 --> 00:21:51,556
all night tonight.
I'm really concerned

474
00:21:51,589 --> 00:21:53,323
it's gonna try to come in here
when I'm sleeping

475
00:21:53,357 --> 00:21:54,692
and bite me.

476
00:21:54,725 --> 00:22:01,131
*

477
00:22:01,165 --> 00:22:04,201
[leaves rustling]

478
00:22:04,234 --> 00:22:06,303
*

479
00:22:06,336 --> 00:22:08,105
[sighs]

480
00:22:08,138 --> 00:22:09,774
Frickin' fox is back,

481
00:22:09,807 --> 00:22:11,542
running around my shelter,

482
00:22:11,576 --> 00:22:13,377
sniffing and digging.

483
00:22:13,410 --> 00:22:16,380
*

484
00:22:16,413 --> 00:22:18,314
[animal snuffling]

485
00:22:18,347 --> 00:22:19,616
I don't know.
It's got to be

486
00:22:19,649 --> 00:22:22,051
a couple hours
before dawn.

487
00:22:22,085 --> 00:22:23,720
[whacks tarp]
Get.

488
00:22:23,753 --> 00:22:27,457
*

489
00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,630
*

490
00:22:33,663 --> 00:22:37,467
Right now I'm questioning
the trade-offs

491
00:22:37,501 --> 00:22:42,438
of staying out here
really long and, uh...

492
00:22:42,472 --> 00:22:45,374
*

493
00:22:45,408 --> 00:22:46,476
What are the benefits,

494
00:22:46,510 --> 00:22:50,246
and what are the downfalls
either way?

495
00:22:50,279 --> 00:22:57,253
*

496
00:22:57,286 --> 00:23:00,557
I'm just really starting
to think, you know,

497
00:23:00,590 --> 00:23:02,626
I'm the only mother.

498
00:23:02,659 --> 00:23:04,427
[chuckles]

499
00:23:04,460 --> 00:23:11,400
*

500
00:23:12,636 --> 00:23:15,370
And doing this out here...

501
00:23:15,403 --> 00:23:16,972
[sniffles]

502
00:23:17,005 --> 00:23:22,978
*

503
00:23:23,011 --> 00:23:25,981
[crying]

504
00:23:26,014 --> 00:23:32,955
*

505
00:23:48,403 --> 00:23:51,206
- Gonna start the day off
with a clean start

506
00:23:51,239 --> 00:23:53,041
and a clean front yard.

507
00:23:55,377 --> 00:23:57,145
Do a little bit of raking.

508
00:23:57,179 --> 00:23:59,615
I'm gonna go get
some new firewood

509
00:23:59,648 --> 00:24:02,651
and start it all over again.

510
00:24:04,887 --> 00:24:06,421
That's just an excuse
to use my rake.

511
00:24:06,454 --> 00:24:08,290
It's just so much fun.

512
00:24:09,390 --> 00:24:11,593
Ha!

513
00:24:11,626 --> 00:24:12,960
[grunting]

514
00:24:12,994 --> 00:24:14,195
Hiyah!

515
00:24:15,496 --> 00:24:18,432
[bird chirping]

516
00:24:24,271 --> 00:24:25,873
That little bird.

517
00:24:25,907 --> 00:24:27,341
As soon as you
pay attention to him,

518
00:24:27,374 --> 00:24:28,743
like, he senses it,
and he's like...

519
00:24:28,776 --> 00:24:30,444
whoosh.
He's out of there.

520
00:24:30,477 --> 00:24:37,418
*

521
00:24:38,485 --> 00:24:39,453
All right.

522
00:24:39,486 --> 00:24:41,122
All packed up.

523
00:24:41,155 --> 00:24:42,690
Head down,

524
00:24:42,724 --> 00:24:44,358
check on the "fish-uation."

525
00:24:44,391 --> 00:24:46,961
*

526
00:24:46,994 --> 00:24:48,896
And, uh...

527
00:24:48,930 --> 00:24:51,633
[distant rustle]

528
00:24:51,666 --> 00:24:53,000
What was that?

529
00:24:53,034 --> 00:24:54,936
*

530
00:24:54,969 --> 00:24:57,204
[rustling continues]

531
00:24:57,238 --> 00:24:59,306
[sighs]

532
00:24:59,340 --> 00:25:01,108
My bird trap go off?

533
00:25:01,142 --> 00:25:02,509
*

534
00:25:02,543 --> 00:25:03,945
I'll check on that.

535
00:25:03,978 --> 00:25:08,348
*

536
00:25:08,381 --> 00:25:10,951
Oh, look who finally
got himself caught.

537
00:25:10,984 --> 00:25:12,385
[wings flapping]

538
00:25:12,418 --> 00:25:13,654
Trying to get out.

539
00:25:13,687 --> 00:25:16,623
*

540
00:25:16,657 --> 00:25:18,892
The jacket goes around here.

541
00:25:18,925 --> 00:25:20,193
Cover the trap,

542
00:25:20,226 --> 00:25:21,527
just in case
another piece of this

543
00:25:21,561 --> 00:25:23,196
wiggles and opens up,

544
00:25:23,229 --> 00:25:24,865
'cause, man, this is the--

545
00:25:24,898 --> 00:25:27,233
you finally catch
something to eat,

546
00:25:27,267 --> 00:25:29,035
and then it goes
and slips out on you.

547
00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:30,837
Not the way to win, you know?

548
00:25:30,871 --> 00:25:31,872
*

549
00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:33,373
Get your hand in there.

550
00:25:33,406 --> 00:25:34,775
Grab your catch.

551
00:25:34,808 --> 00:25:35,976
Pull him out.

552
00:25:36,009 --> 00:25:37,010
*

553
00:25:37,043 --> 00:25:40,681
[bones cracking]

554
00:25:40,714 --> 00:25:42,716
Boom.
There we go, broke his neck.

555
00:25:42,749 --> 00:25:43,884
*

556
00:25:43,917 --> 00:25:44,885
[exhales]

557
00:25:44,918 --> 00:25:47,320
I got him.

558
00:25:47,353 --> 00:25:48,855
There he is.

559
00:25:48,889 --> 00:25:50,623
It's not much,

560
00:25:50,657 --> 00:25:52,125
just a little handful.

561
00:25:52,158 --> 00:25:53,526
*

562
00:25:53,559 --> 00:25:54,594
Thank you, little fella.

563
00:25:54,627 --> 00:25:55,829
*

564
00:25:55,862 --> 00:25:58,732
Now I will eat something
besides fish.

565
00:25:58,765 --> 00:26:00,066
I got to strip the feathers off.

566
00:26:00,100 --> 00:26:02,534
I want to utilize
every last bit of him,

567
00:26:02,567 --> 00:26:05,137
and I will have a nice delicious
soup tonight.

568
00:26:05,170 --> 00:26:07,773
Oh, my goodness,
is this gonna be delicious.

569
00:26:07,807 --> 00:26:10,175
*

570
00:26:10,209 --> 00:26:12,044
That's all of him.

571
00:26:12,077 --> 00:26:14,246
There's the bird.

572
00:26:14,279 --> 00:26:15,948
Not very big,
a couple mouthfuls,

573
00:26:15,981 --> 00:26:17,482
but it'll make a great soup.

574
00:26:17,516 --> 00:26:19,685
His head in the soup
and the feet in the soup

575
00:26:19,719 --> 00:26:23,989
and the liver
and heart are right there.

576
00:26:24,023 --> 00:26:25,624
Not wasting a thing.

577
00:26:25,657 --> 00:26:32,631
*

578
00:26:32,664 --> 00:26:33,999
There we go,

579
00:26:34,033 --> 00:26:36,601
one little peeled bird head

580
00:26:36,635 --> 00:26:37,837
for the soup pot.

581
00:26:37,870 --> 00:26:39,638
*

582
00:26:39,671 --> 00:26:42,607
I hate to say it, but man,
it tastes like chicken.

583
00:26:42,641 --> 00:26:44,009
I can't wait
to eat something again

584
00:26:44,043 --> 00:26:45,110
that doesn't have bones

585
00:26:45,144 --> 00:26:47,512
at home with my family.

586
00:26:47,546 --> 00:26:49,648
I can't wait to be
back with them.

587
00:26:49,681 --> 00:26:51,083
*

588
00:26:51,116 --> 00:26:53,919
I knew I would miss them,
but it--

589
00:26:53,953 --> 00:26:56,922
I never imagined that it would
pull at me so strongly.

590
00:26:56,956 --> 00:27:03,962
*

591
00:27:15,073 --> 00:27:16,074
- Good morning.

592
00:27:16,107 --> 00:27:19,210
Checking on
our spider bite here.

593
00:27:19,243 --> 00:27:21,379
And we're gonna see
how it's looking.

594
00:27:21,412 --> 00:27:22,847
*

595
00:27:22,881 --> 00:27:24,983
I've been working
with my spider bites

596
00:27:25,016 --> 00:27:26,350
with the plant medicine

597
00:27:26,384 --> 00:27:28,753
and also taking usnea
internally.

598
00:27:28,787 --> 00:27:31,089
*

599
00:27:31,122 --> 00:27:34,759
Working with plant medicine
is about patience, you know?

600
00:27:34,793 --> 00:27:38,029
It isn't the quick fix, but...

601
00:27:38,062 --> 00:27:39,197
*

602
00:27:39,230 --> 00:27:41,365
Oh, yeah.
It's totally healing up.

603
00:27:43,167 --> 00:27:44,869
You know, we still got
that scabby scab,

604
00:27:44,903 --> 00:27:47,171
but it's way better.

605
00:27:47,205 --> 00:27:50,474
The poultice is working.

606
00:27:50,508 --> 00:27:51,709
There's no pain,

607
00:27:51,742 --> 00:27:54,312
and the infection
is just being drawn out.

608
00:27:54,345 --> 00:27:57,547
I'm feeling
totally good about it.

609
00:27:58,648 --> 00:28:00,717
It's awesome.

610
00:28:00,750 --> 00:28:02,219
*

611
00:28:02,252 --> 00:28:05,655
I am just blown away.

612
00:28:05,688 --> 00:28:08,125
I was, like, this close
to tapping out.

613
00:28:08,158 --> 00:28:10,193
This close.

614
00:28:10,227 --> 00:28:13,396
But I just felt
like it just was not time,

615
00:28:13,430 --> 00:28:15,698
and I was right.
It wasn't.

616
00:28:15,732 --> 00:28:16,900
*

617
00:28:16,934 --> 00:28:20,670
So I feel like

618
00:28:20,703 --> 00:28:22,672
I've been gifted
a second chance.

619
00:28:22,705 --> 00:28:24,074
Pretty amazing.

620
00:28:24,107 --> 00:28:25,242
*

621
00:28:25,275 --> 00:28:26,676
High five.

622
00:28:26,709 --> 00:28:30,113
*

623
00:28:33,416 --> 00:28:36,386
[dramatic music]

624
00:28:36,419 --> 00:28:43,360
*

625
00:28:55,004 --> 00:28:58,340
- I am a mountain man.

626
00:28:58,374 --> 00:29:00,476
I am tough.

627
00:29:00,509 --> 00:29:07,516
*

628
00:29:09,451 --> 00:29:11,653
Bam.

629
00:29:11,687 --> 00:29:14,190
Food energy's a need out here.

630
00:29:14,223 --> 00:29:16,425
*

631
00:29:16,458 --> 00:29:18,995
I like this bow, and I like
being connected with it,

632
00:29:19,028 --> 00:29:20,429
you know?

633
00:29:20,462 --> 00:29:24,333
*

634
00:29:24,366 --> 00:29:25,534
So I want to be able to know

635
00:29:25,567 --> 00:29:27,703
that my shots
are gonna be clean

636
00:29:27,736 --> 00:29:30,239
when I go hunting.

637
00:29:30,272 --> 00:29:33,542
Got to get my body
some needed energy.

638
00:29:33,575 --> 00:29:34,710
*

639
00:29:34,743 --> 00:29:36,478
Got to figure
these animals out.

640
00:29:36,512 --> 00:29:37,513
*

641
00:29:37,546 --> 00:29:38,915
There's boar around.

642
00:29:38,948 --> 00:29:40,382
There is boar.

643
00:29:40,416 --> 00:29:44,386
*

644
00:29:49,991 --> 00:29:52,627
Ah!

645
00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:55,130
I love that.

646
00:29:55,163 --> 00:30:00,635
*

647
00:30:00,668 --> 00:30:03,271
I'm gonna start setting snares.

648
00:30:03,304 --> 00:30:06,107
I'm gonna see if I can snare
some of these wild boar.

649
00:30:06,141 --> 00:30:09,377
*

650
00:30:09,410 --> 00:30:11,579
I'm gonna use
the doubled-up one.

651
00:30:11,612 --> 00:30:14,415
*

652
00:30:14,449 --> 00:30:17,585
Killing a boar would give me
a lot of large food

653
00:30:17,618 --> 00:30:19,420
very, very quickly.

654
00:30:19,454 --> 00:30:24,859
*

655
00:30:24,892 --> 00:30:27,362
I want to make sure
there's no other area

656
00:30:27,395 --> 00:30:29,130
that this thing
wants to go through.

657
00:30:29,164 --> 00:30:30,798
*

658
00:30:30,831 --> 00:30:31,866
All right.

659
00:30:31,899 --> 00:30:34,202
Two traps set for bear.

660
00:30:34,235 --> 00:30:35,836
I mean, wild boar.

661
00:30:35,870 --> 00:30:37,305
[chuckles]

662
00:30:37,338 --> 00:30:39,274
[exhales sharply]

663
00:30:39,307 --> 00:30:46,246
*

664
00:31:07,234 --> 00:31:08,768
- Whoa.

665
00:31:08,802 --> 00:31:11,138
That deer just came up my path.

666
00:31:11,171 --> 00:31:13,007
*

667
00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:16,977
Unfortunately, I think it's
the deer that is not hunt-able.

668
00:31:17,011 --> 00:31:18,112
*

669
00:31:18,145 --> 00:31:19,579
[exhales]

670
00:31:19,613 --> 00:31:20,847
*

671
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:25,319
That would be a lot
of good eating right there.

672
00:31:25,352 --> 00:31:31,758
*

673
00:31:31,791 --> 00:31:33,493
Bummer.

674
00:31:33,527 --> 00:31:37,097
*

675
00:31:37,131 --> 00:31:39,633
I have this hole in my glove.

676
00:31:39,666 --> 00:31:42,901
I want to try to find some burrs
to stick it together

677
00:31:42,935 --> 00:31:44,970
and then use some pitch glue

678
00:31:45,004 --> 00:31:46,505
to try to glue it.

679
00:31:46,539 --> 00:31:49,408
Here's a spruce tree.

680
00:31:49,442 --> 00:31:51,244
*

681
00:31:51,277 --> 00:31:55,814
And there's these little bump
blisters all over the trunk

682
00:31:55,848 --> 00:31:57,483
that have sap in 'em.

683
00:31:57,516 --> 00:32:00,486
*

684
00:32:00,519 --> 00:32:05,391
Made some pitch glue with
the sap from the spruce tree

685
00:32:05,424 --> 00:32:07,426
and then mixed it with ashes.

686
00:32:07,460 --> 00:32:08,427
*

687
00:32:08,461 --> 00:32:10,796
Got these burrs,

688
00:32:10,829 --> 00:32:13,599
so I'm hoping they'll work
like a Velcro,

689
00:32:13,632 --> 00:32:16,335
hold 'em together.

690
00:32:16,369 --> 00:32:20,139
I don't know how it's gonna
hold up to daily tasks, but...

691
00:32:20,173 --> 00:32:22,208
*

692
00:32:22,241 --> 00:32:25,444
You can see the patch
right there.

693
00:32:25,478 --> 00:32:28,081
We'll see.
Fingers crossed.

694
00:32:28,114 --> 00:32:35,054
*

695
00:32:45,430 --> 00:32:46,764
- Bad news.

696
00:32:46,798 --> 00:32:48,966
We have been living
with a mouse in the house,

697
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:51,303
and the mice down here

698
00:32:51,336 --> 00:32:53,171
have hantavirus,

699
00:32:53,205 --> 00:32:55,773
which is not good.

700
00:32:55,807 --> 00:32:57,275
*

701
00:32:57,309 --> 00:33:00,645
I'm living in a "hanted" house

702
00:33:00,678 --> 00:33:02,547
with a "hanted" mouse.

703
00:33:02,580 --> 00:33:04,482
*

704
00:33:04,516 --> 00:33:06,651
And we were seriously warned,

705
00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:08,486
if you do have a mouse
in your house,

706
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:10,288
you need to get rid of it

707
00:33:10,322 --> 00:33:11,756
or move,

708
00:33:11,789 --> 00:33:15,360
and, um...

709
00:33:15,393 --> 00:33:18,530
I am so sure I'm gonna move.

710
00:33:18,563 --> 00:33:19,597
[scoffs]

711
00:33:19,631 --> 00:33:21,433
I'd--I'd rather go home.

712
00:33:21,466 --> 00:33:24,636
I mean, yeah, I'm gonna build
a new shelter.

713
00:33:24,669 --> 00:33:28,906
Uh, no mother-effin' way.

714
00:33:28,940 --> 00:33:33,677
I actually felt it run across
the top of my sleeping bag

715
00:33:33,710 --> 00:33:35,679
when I was lying awake.

716
00:33:35,712 --> 00:33:38,482
So I'm gonna try
and muster the energy

717
00:33:38,515 --> 00:33:40,050
to make a mousetrap,

718
00:33:40,083 --> 00:33:43,820
because I don't think
no usnea and plantain

719
00:33:43,854 --> 00:33:47,324
is gonna cure hantavirus.

720
00:33:47,358 --> 00:33:51,061
I'm working on making
my little figure four trap

721
00:33:51,094 --> 00:33:55,532
to catch the god[bleep] mouse.

722
00:33:55,566 --> 00:33:57,033
*

723
00:33:57,067 --> 00:33:59,703
You can't let something
like this stop you,

724
00:33:59,736 --> 00:34:03,874
because I'm motivated
by something really deep,

725
00:34:03,907 --> 00:34:06,009
and that is my land.

726
00:34:06,042 --> 00:34:08,412
This prize money
that I saw, you know,

727
00:34:08,445 --> 00:34:11,782
as being a means to buy--
buy my property.

728
00:34:11,815 --> 00:34:15,085
Owning land is a really
important thing to me.

729
00:34:15,118 --> 00:34:18,054
I want to create
a long-term home, you know?

730
00:34:18,088 --> 00:34:21,158
And in order to do that,
in order to really homestead,

731
00:34:21,192 --> 00:34:22,826
you really have to--

732
00:34:22,859 --> 00:34:25,196
to have a piece of land
to work with.

733
00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:28,965
And that motivation
is huge.

734
00:34:28,999 --> 00:34:30,833
*

735
00:34:30,866 --> 00:34:32,502
So I'll show you
what I have set up.

736
00:34:32,535 --> 00:34:34,370
It's a little figure four trap.

737
00:34:34,404 --> 00:34:35,805
So mousey comes along.

738
00:34:35,838 --> 00:34:37,507
[squeaking]

739
00:34:37,540 --> 00:34:39,475
"Yummy."

740
00:34:39,509 --> 00:34:42,845
Bam.
Hopefully smashes it.

741
00:34:42,878 --> 00:34:44,180
Hopefully we can
catch ourselves

742
00:34:44,214 --> 00:34:45,748
a little mouse tonight.

743
00:34:45,781 --> 00:34:46,749
Not for eating

744
00:34:46,782 --> 00:34:48,418
but for disposing of,

745
00:34:48,451 --> 00:34:51,454
because we don't want to get
no hantavirus.

746
00:34:51,487 --> 00:34:58,428
*

747
00:35:02,164 --> 00:35:04,267
So I'm lying in my sleeping bag,

748
00:35:04,300 --> 00:35:07,002
and I think I hear the mouse.

749
00:35:07,036 --> 00:35:08,471
Hey, mouse.

750
00:35:08,504 --> 00:35:11,807
*

751
00:35:11,841 --> 00:35:12,942
[rock thuds, mouse squealing]

752
00:35:18,448 --> 00:35:21,417
[dramatic music]

753
00:35:21,451 --> 00:35:28,390
*

754
00:35:37,266 --> 00:35:40,302
- All right, well,
I just heard my trap go off.

755
00:35:40,335 --> 00:35:44,739
It's very, very early
in the morning, and...

756
00:35:44,773 --> 00:35:46,908
we got the mouse!

757
00:35:46,941 --> 00:35:48,710
* Da da-da da-da

758
00:35:48,743 --> 00:35:50,144
* Dee dee-dee dee-dee

759
00:35:50,178 --> 00:35:51,880
*

760
00:35:51,913 --> 00:35:53,915
See the tail?

761
00:35:53,948 --> 00:35:55,617
Right there.

762
00:35:55,650 --> 00:35:58,086
Oh, my goodness,
I cannot believe it worked.

763
00:35:58,119 --> 00:36:01,556
I have to say,
I'm very happy

764
00:36:01,590 --> 00:36:04,158
that we killed
the "hanted" mouse.

765
00:36:04,192 --> 00:36:05,694
*

766
00:36:05,727 --> 00:36:08,297
"Hanted" house
no longer "hanted."

767
00:36:08,330 --> 00:36:12,534
*

768
00:36:12,567 --> 00:36:15,504
Let's progress
with mouse removal.

769
00:36:15,537 --> 00:36:17,572
*

770
00:36:17,606 --> 00:36:20,575
[singing Chopin's
"Funeral March"]

771
00:36:20,609 --> 00:36:22,176
*

772
00:36:22,210 --> 00:36:24,044
Whoa, big guy.

773
00:36:24,077 --> 00:36:25,646
Jeez-o.

774
00:36:25,679 --> 00:36:26,780
Wow, that's like...

775
00:36:26,814 --> 00:36:28,316
*

776
00:36:28,349 --> 00:36:29,517
That's a mongo.

777
00:36:29,550 --> 00:36:33,954
So without touching
the mouse at all...

778
00:36:33,987 --> 00:36:37,491
*

779
00:36:37,525 --> 00:36:38,659
You see him?

780
00:36:38,692 --> 00:36:41,295
That is a really fatty
[bleep] mouse.

781
00:36:41,329 --> 00:36:43,030
Excuse my language.

782
00:36:43,063 --> 00:36:44,498
*

783
00:36:44,532 --> 00:36:47,968
You know, if this was
season one or two,

784
00:36:48,001 --> 00:36:52,340
that mouse would have offered
Callie a good 30 calories.

785
00:36:52,373 --> 00:36:54,141
I love the little bubbles
that pop up

786
00:36:54,174 --> 00:36:57,177
that are like,
"This mouse will provide Sam

787
00:36:57,210 --> 00:36:59,613
"with 1 gram of protein

788
00:36:59,647 --> 00:37:02,616
and 30 calories."

789
00:37:02,650 --> 00:37:04,217
And you're like, uh, yeah,

790
00:37:04,251 --> 00:37:05,753
you could get more calories

791
00:37:05,786 --> 00:37:07,588
from eating your fingernails.

792
00:37:07,621 --> 00:37:08,589
*

793
00:37:08,622 --> 00:37:09,890
Um...

794
00:37:09,923 --> 00:37:11,725
*

795
00:37:11,759 --> 00:37:14,127
Just kidding,
but food is food.

796
00:37:14,161 --> 00:37:15,929
Mousey went-y.

797
00:37:15,963 --> 00:37:17,965
Sorry for killing you, mouse.

798
00:37:19,265 --> 00:37:26,205
*

799
00:37:37,116 --> 00:37:40,653
Beard's coming in
a little bit more.

800
00:37:40,687 --> 00:37:43,623
It feels soft.
It feels really nice.

801
00:37:43,656 --> 00:37:46,593
*

802
00:37:46,626 --> 00:37:50,930
I like how there's
strips of, like...

803
00:37:50,963 --> 00:37:53,533
gray in there.

804
00:37:53,566 --> 00:37:56,969
Shows my wisdom.
Mm-hmm.

805
00:37:57,003 --> 00:38:01,574
'Cause I am wise.

806
00:38:02,742 --> 00:38:04,511
It's true.

807
00:38:06,646 --> 00:38:08,180
I said it on-camera.

808
00:38:08,214 --> 00:38:10,617
It's true.
It's got to be true.

809
00:38:10,650 --> 00:38:13,152
*

810
00:38:13,185 --> 00:38:14,521
Once the tea is done,

811
00:38:14,554 --> 00:38:16,822
then I'm gonna go
check those traps,

812
00:38:16,855 --> 00:38:19,558
those two snares that I set
for wild boar.

813
00:38:19,591 --> 00:38:24,663
*

814
00:38:24,696 --> 00:38:28,099
All right,
so checking my traps.

815
00:38:28,133 --> 00:38:30,301
Not disturbed yet,

816
00:38:30,335 --> 00:38:34,072
but I've got this spot
right here.

817
00:38:34,105 --> 00:38:36,908
It's a great natural blind.

818
00:38:36,942 --> 00:38:38,510
These are boar trails.

819
00:38:38,544 --> 00:38:41,580
One follows through there,

820
00:38:41,613 --> 00:38:45,350
and then one that sort of
cuts around here...

821
00:38:45,383 --> 00:38:46,718
*

822
00:38:46,752 --> 00:38:47,986
And follows through,

823
00:38:48,019 --> 00:38:49,555
follows right through there.

824
00:38:49,588 --> 00:38:51,790
So this gives me a shot

825
00:38:51,823 --> 00:38:53,358
from this direction,

826
00:38:53,391 --> 00:38:55,427
from that direction,
and from that direction.

827
00:38:55,461 --> 00:38:56,928
Three different directions.

828
00:38:56,962 --> 00:38:59,698
*

829
00:38:59,731 --> 00:39:02,267
And I'm just gonna sit

830
00:39:02,300 --> 00:39:04,235
and sort of chill out
for a little while.

831
00:39:04,269 --> 00:39:08,039
*

832
00:39:08,073 --> 00:39:13,010
I really enjoy spending time
on my own.

833
00:39:13,043 --> 00:39:14,979
I'm thinking about my dad
this morning,

834
00:39:15,012 --> 00:39:17,247
my biological father.

835
00:39:17,281 --> 00:39:18,749
How does that hurt his son

836
00:39:18,783 --> 00:39:21,819
when your father leaves
at four years old, you know,

837
00:39:21,852 --> 00:39:23,788
and moves as far as he can get,

838
00:39:23,821 --> 00:39:27,692
from New York to California?

839
00:39:27,725 --> 00:39:30,327
Yes, I think I have
some bitterness still.

840
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:31,962
*

841
00:39:31,996 --> 00:39:34,431
And for the longest time,
I thought, well, that's why

842
00:39:34,465 --> 00:39:36,233
I'm not in a relationship,
you know?

843
00:39:36,266 --> 00:39:38,335
*

844
00:39:38,368 --> 00:39:39,704
And I started realizing,

845
00:39:39,737 --> 00:39:41,305
that's not why
I'm not in a relationship.

846
00:39:41,338 --> 00:39:44,842
I- I haven't found somebody
I want to spend time with

847
00:39:44,875 --> 00:39:47,478
more than I want to spend time
with myself, you know?

848
00:39:51,148 --> 00:39:52,583
[animal squealing]

849
00:39:52,617 --> 00:39:54,118
What's that?

850
00:39:54,151 --> 00:39:55,219
*

851
00:39:55,252 --> 00:39:56,654
What is that?

852
00:39:56,687 --> 00:39:58,388
[leaves rustling]

853
00:39:58,422 --> 00:40:01,391
[animal squealing]

854
00:40:01,425 --> 00:40:06,030
*

855
00:40:11,400 --> 00:40:18,341
*

856
00:40:27,416 --> 00:40:28,417
[animal squealing]

857
00:40:28,451 --> 00:40:30,720
- What is that?

858
00:40:30,754 --> 00:40:33,056
I wonder if my trap got set.

859
00:40:33,089 --> 00:40:34,357
*

860
00:40:34,390 --> 00:40:37,060
I'm gonna go take off up there,

861
00:40:37,093 --> 00:40:38,595
check my traps.

862
00:40:38,628 --> 00:40:45,569
*

863
00:40:47,370 --> 00:40:51,274
My--my heart is beating so fast

864
00:40:51,307 --> 00:40:53,209
just with the possibility,
you know,

865
00:40:53,242 --> 00:40:55,278
of having an animal.

866
00:40:55,311 --> 00:41:02,251
*

867
00:41:02,285 --> 00:41:04,153
Wild boar can definitely
be dangerous

868
00:41:04,187 --> 00:41:06,622
if I corner it
or push it into a situation

869
00:41:06,655 --> 00:41:08,156
or injure it.

870
00:41:08,190 --> 00:41:14,863
*

871
00:41:14,897 --> 00:41:15,864
If I catch it in my trap,

872
00:41:15,898 --> 00:41:17,566
I'll shoot it with the bow.

873
00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:24,539
*

874
00:41:27,042 --> 00:41:29,477
Oh, my gosh,
I'm freaking out.

875
00:41:29,511 --> 00:41:36,451
*

876
00:41:42,958 --> 00:41:44,960
[groans]

877
00:41:44,993 --> 00:41:46,895
So this is interesting.

878
00:41:46,929 --> 00:41:48,764
*

879
00:41:48,797 --> 00:41:52,367
There's sign all over here

880
00:41:52,400 --> 00:41:54,937
right around my trap.

881
00:41:54,970 --> 00:41:58,373
In fact, fresh sign
all through there.

882
00:41:58,406 --> 00:41:59,374
*

883
00:41:59,407 --> 00:42:01,008
[groans]

884
00:42:01,042 --> 00:42:03,510
I hope they continue here.

885
00:42:03,544 --> 00:42:06,781
I want boar steak so bad.

886
00:42:06,814 --> 00:42:08,315
*

887
00:42:08,349 --> 00:42:10,952
My trail camera's
been knocked over.

888
00:42:10,985 --> 00:42:11,986
*

889
00:42:12,019 --> 00:42:15,422
Just from all the foraging.

890
00:42:15,456 --> 00:42:18,092
*

891
00:42:18,125 --> 00:42:20,928
So I guarantee I got boar

892
00:42:20,962 --> 00:42:22,664
on this trail cam.

893
00:42:22,697 --> 00:42:24,866
*

894
00:42:24,899 --> 00:42:27,101
They're freakin' mocking me.

895
00:42:27,134 --> 00:42:30,037
They're like,
"Ha, this guy's an idiot."

896
00:42:30,071 --> 00:42:31,873
*

897
00:42:31,906 --> 00:42:33,407
- Hard snow has fallen.

898
00:42:33,440 --> 00:42:36,610
I have on every single layer
so I can stay warm.

899
00:42:36,644 --> 00:42:39,246
- Snow!
[screams]

900
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,215
The colder it gets,
the less fish

901
00:42:41,248 --> 00:42:42,717
stay toward shore.

902
00:42:42,750 --> 00:42:44,986
I've lost a lot of muscle
since I've been here.

903
00:42:45,019 --> 00:42:46,520
Yup, I'm skinny.

904
00:42:46,553 --> 00:42:49,423
- It'd be really awesome
if I could catch a goose.

905
00:42:49,456 --> 00:42:52,860
I'm gonna sneak down there
and try to catch one.

906
00:42:52,894 --> 00:42:54,361
I have two throws.

907
00:42:54,395 --> 00:42:55,763
- When you're out here
by yourself,

908
00:42:55,797 --> 00:42:56,898
you think about family.

909
00:42:56,931 --> 00:42:59,165
It's cold.
Be with them.

910
00:42:59,199 --> 00:43:00,500
It's so hard.

911
00:43:01,360 --> 00:44:01,252
Someone needs to stop Clearway Law.
Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.


